Who would I be if it weren’t for you?Unhappy? I don’t know. Would I have a different relationship with our mother? Would I have one at all? Would I be who I am today? Probably not.You taught me patience; you taught me kindness-Virtues you yourself tested me on throughout the years.You taught me to think…… Continue reading Who Would I Be?
A small thought consumes your entire existence,Thinking about anything else isn’t an option,It weighs heavier and heavier on your mindUntil you can physically feel it.Crushing your skull, sitting rock solid on your chest.A burden you can’t shake, can’t share, can’t tell.
I’m tired of not feeling good enough;of fighting a losing battle against myself, my mind, my thoughts, my feelings. I’m tired of not living up to expectations, put on me by both myself and by others.I’m tired of feeling dejected and judged, of not doing the right thing,of not earning enough, smiling enough, laughing enough,…… Continue reading Tired
The alleyways twist and turn like a labyrinth I had no ideaI was entering.Claustrophobia threatens to sink in as I ampushed up against strangers around me buta sense of adventure and curiosity of the unknownpropels me forward and urges my feet to keep moving.Colours and flavours and smells that are normally unrecognisableswirl through the air…… Continue reading Tangier
The knot in my stomach grows tighter and I fight the urge to cry My dreams seem unreachable, and my life is slipping by Panic takes over when small things aren’t in order Pushing people away from me, every day a little but further The mask I plaster on my face starts to show its…… Continue reading Fear
Hey guys! This week has been a bit of a roller coaster to say the least. I almost walked out on my job mid-shift because I couldn’t deal with working with disrespectful people anymore, but Mr OneBigStressball was able to talk me out of doing so, gently reminding me about bills and rent that I…… Continue reading Procrastination Inspiration
I would prefer to be more wealthy, To afford and buy whatever takes my fancy. I would prefer to smile all day, And not care what anyone else has to say. I would prefer to be more naturally intelligent, And be able to converse about all things currently relevant. I would prefer to think less…… Continue reading Prefer